那一晚

那一晚我的船推出了河心，

澄藍的天上托著密密的星。

那一晚你的手牽著我的手，

迷惘的星夜封鎖起重愁。

那一晚你和我分定了方向，

兩人各認取個生活的模樣。

到如今我的船仍然在海面飄，

細弱的桅杆常在風濤裡搖。

到如今太陽只在我背後徘徊，

層層的陰影留守在我周圍。

到如今我還記著那一晚的天，

星光、眼淚、白茫茫的江邊！

到如今我還想念你岸上的耕種：紅花兒黃花兒朵朵的生動。

那一天我希望要走到了頂層，

蜜一般釀出那記憶的滋潤。

那一天我要跨上帶羽翼的箭，

望著你花園裡射一個滿弦。

那一天你要聽到鳥般的歌唱，

那便是我靜候著你的讚賞。

那一天你要看到凌亂的花影，

那便是我私闖入當年的邊境！

that's FATHER

My dad took me to Paris for the weekend. We had the most amazing time. On the way back to London, he asked me, 'do you know why I took you to Paris- just you and me?' And I said 'Why?' And he said 'Because I wanted you to see Paris for the first time with a man who will always love you.'

Gwyneth Partrow

Dresden

2011.

18/7-12/08，550 Euro k.o.

蝴蝶會否過期居留？

Passion

I feel like what I currently lost is PASSION. Losing passion is losing oneself. Losing oneself mean you automatically engage with something. To me that "thing" is of course a PERSON, but think twice and more I discover that I may not really love that "thing" so much. I am so into that thing is because I do not have much things to rely on. That's my problem. Rediscovering yourself is always awesome. When something lost, something definitely gain.

WHAT I NEED IS PASSION! PASSION! PASSION!

Turning back is never be too late, NEVER. I hope this would be the hardest time(which is the period I am now going through in my life). I realize that, it is still useless, although everyone in the world think you do not deserve it, the one you always care still do that thing to you. It is not because he does not love you, but he thinks you can handle. Yet, WHAT THE HELL CAN I HANDLE? WHY THE HELL SHOULD I HANDLE?

If one day I can completely forgive, I should thanks to those who hurt me so bad. May one human being in this world really tell no lies to me...May sunshine please always open for me, may happiness always follow me, may smiles and new thoughts always discover me...